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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

just to say.....: Hii Guys.....

just to say...my thoughts.

Hii Guys.....

Blogging after a very long time.....Sorry for not being in touch with all of you....


I had got busy on the official front hence not giving enough time to myself.....Today when after a very long time, I was siiting quietly in my room, a thought came over to me and I wondered what am I really up to? Meeting deadlines , doing every little bit to prove that I am Capable of doing almost everything....where has it actually brought us?


That day I over heard some kids of 5 - 6 yrs of age to discuss what they would become when they grow up....It was an amusing experience...Let me share.

These boys were playing Chor Police when Shiv said, " You know I will become a Police officer, and catch hold of all the bad guys in the world". The other boy, Pratyush added," I wanted to become that as well, ok then two of us will become Police officers." To this Hita said "Are main kya banu phir?"(what will I become then?)., Shiv replied," Tu doctor ban jana. Police ko chot lagegi to phir hum tere pass ayenge na." (You become a doctor, when police will get hurt ,then we will come to you)...

Aditya , another boy wanted to be different and thus added , "Bhaii I'll become a racing car driver....Red color kii carr drive karunga, and Mumma will call out my name Adi,Adi....from the dias". Pratyush didn't understand why Aditya wanted to become something else, so he said "Are yaar...phir tu hamari madad kaise karega? Hum do log milke chor ko pakrenge kaise?....Tu bhi Police ban jana na?....please warna Katti." (how will u then help us...please become a Police officer...or else No freindship then" Aditya replied , "Theek hai main phir Rocket chala lunga aur upar se choron par net phenk dunga phir tum logon ko use pakadne mein asani hogi."(ok I 'll then become a rocket driver and throw net on these bad men to help u all." I found their conversation so easy that I instantly got involved in it. It was so easy for them to pick and choose a profession and also change it according to their whims. Wow.......

How I am reminded of my childhood days when at one time I wanted to become an actress, then a dancer, Lady police officer, Prime minister and what not...My God it was so easy.


I wish I could get back to my old days when my needs were taken care of by my parents....unaware of the deadlines , financial crunches,mood swings, and of course to acheive the almost impossible 'perfect employee  for the BOSS'...


Uh!! I wonder what has happened to me ? I just do not seem to be the one I was as a carefree little girl...